The last 2 weeks have been a roller coaster of emotions. A family came through and had basically narrowed all their choices of homes down to ours. They requested tax and utility bills, so we thought an offer was forthcoming. However, it was not meant to be. We were all devastated and aren't sure what to do. Do we make some upgrades that people have commented on? Do we lower the price again? Do we move to Central IL and find a place to rent until this home is sold?
I believe the hardest part of these last 6 or so months is "why". Why has God provided Daniel a job 2 hours from here? Why did He provide a church over 2 hours from here? Why aren't we moving when He has provided all these things? We do not know the answers to these and many other questions. We do know that God is good, ALL the time, and that he will move us when His timing is perfect.
I have a dear friend who know just how to encourage us.
Janet sent this post by John Piper
"Why God Doesn't Fully Explain Pain" (Janet's family is going through a difficult trial right now also. Please pray for her family.)
Why God Doesn't Fully Explain Pain
July 14, 2008
By: John Piper
Category: Commentary
One of the reasons God rarely gives micro reasons for his painful Providences, but regularly gives magnificent macro reasons, is that there are too many micro reasons for us to manage, namely, millions and millions and millions and millions and millions.
God says things like:
- These bad things happened to you because I intend to work it together for your good (Romans 8).
- These happened so that you would rely more on God who raises the dead (2 Corinthians 1).
- This happened so that the gold and silver of your faith would be refined (1 Peter1).
- This thorn is so that the power of Christ would be magnified in your weakness (2 Corinthians 12).
But we can always object that there are other easier ways for God to accomplish those things. We want to know more specifics: Why now? Why this much? Why this often? Why this way? Why these people?
The problem is, we would have to be God to grasp all that God is doing in our problems. In fact, pushing too hard for more detailed explanations from God is a kind of demand that we be God.
Think of this, you are a blacksmith making horseshoes. You are hammering on a white hot shoe and it ricochets off and hits you in the leg and burns you. In your haste to tend to your leg you let the shoe alone unfinished. You wonder why God let this happen. You were singing a hymn and doing his will.
Your helper, not knowing the horseshoe was unfinished gathered it up and put it with the others.
Later there was an invasion of your country by a hostile army with a powerful cavalry. They came through your town and demanded that you supply them with food and with shoes for their horses. You comply.
Their commander has his horse shoed by his own smith using the stolen horseshoes, and the unfinished shoe with the thin weak spot is put on the commander’s horse.
In the decisive battle against the loyal troops defending your homeland the enemy commander is leading the final charge. The weak shoe snaps and catches on a root and causes his horse to fall. He crashes to the ground and his own soldiers, galloping at full speed, trample him to death.
This causes such a confusion that the defenders are able to rout the enemy and the country is saved.
Now you might say, well, it would sure help me trust God if he informed me of these events so that I would know why the horseshoe ricocheted and burned my leg. Well maybe it would help you. Maybe not.
God cannot make plain all he is doing, because there are millions and millions and millions and millions of effects of every event in your life, the good and the bad. God guides them all. They all have micro purposes and macro purposes. He cannot tell you all of them because your brain can’t hold all of them.
Trust does not demand more than God has told us. And he has given us immeasurably precious promises that he is in control of all things and only does good to his children. And he has given us a very thick book where we can read story after story after story about how he rules for the good of his people.
Let’s trust him and not ask for what our brains cannot contain.
Another family that is going through a similar ordeal as us, sent us the words to this hymn today. May it bless your heart as it has done mine.
SOME DAY HE’LL MAKE IT PLAIN
I do not know why oft ’round me
My hopes all shattered seem to be;
God’s perfect plan I cannot see,
But some day I’ll understand.
(Refrain) Some day He’ll make it plain to me,
Some day when I His face shall see;
Some day from tears I shall be free,
For some day I shall understand.
I cannot tell the depth of love,
Which moves the Father’s heart above;
My faith to test, my love to prove,
But some day I’ll understand.
(Refrain)
Tho’ trials come thro’ passing days,
My life will still be filled with praise;
For God will lead thro’ darkened ways,
But some day I’ll understand.
(Refrain)
Josiah reading the cards
Sara going after the clown that spins and sings "Happy Birthday"
Mathias and his new back pillow. Looks comfy! 
Sara is all worn out 
